indierobotpants

hello, astronaut

2009-11-02T16:01:12Z

It's the same moon the same stars the same sky so what's so different?

indierobotpants @ 2009-09-13T01:34:00

2009-09-12T17:43:37Z

Teach me. It was good pretense. Two in the cast, fleeing from finales.

indierobotpants @ 2009-09-12T01:56:00

2009-09-11T17:56:20Z

(just to know you're alive)

indierobotpants @ 2009-09-05T02:02:00

2009-09-04T18:09:24Z

I'm not posting here anymore

kill hannah

2009-08-24T14:01:34Z

She's looking at the stars

it doesn't hurt to remember

2009-08-12T14:02:06Z

Sometimes I don't know why I took IB but other times I thank God I did. For now I'm coping just fine, fighting vectors and slaying non-polar molecules. I always, always have this feeling inside that I'm not doing as well academically/psychologically/physically/whateverically as I would be if I were in a normal junior college. Maybe I'm just trying to escape. I don't know. I feel different.

call 911

2009-07-29T15:48:59Z

I have so many things to be thankful and grateful for and I need to start treasuring these very things I've been blessed with whether they be tangible or not. I am nothing close to whole but I am far from empty I will come alive and make hearts burst with pride because I am. more. than. this. The glass is half full and it's high time to turn this frown upside down. I am in love with things I overlooked on the road towards self-destruction. Now on the journey back I pick up the pieces.

xxx

:-(

2009-07-23T15:22:18Z

Way to go, 24 points nice one (Y)
I am a disappointment and I don't even bother to do anything about it, this lack of discipline and determination will eventually get me retained I can see myself in poly amongst boys with dragonball Z hair and I can already smell the ammonia in their ash green dyes this is not good, this is NOT GOOD AT ALL

Must do something...

Soon.

oh sweet darlin'

2009-07-19T17:16:48Z

It's 1.01 am I have yet to do up 294725798234498 CAS forms Olalekan Ayodele Oja will choke me tomorrow for not submitting them properly I just showered I am losing and forgetting things not good at all not good results on Tuesday I don't really care I know how I'll do already anyway good job Gracie way to go 45 points baby

Tapestry yesterday was interesting, a odd mix of swooning embarrassment whining lethargy and a good dinner with cutesy people to end it all off I heard some shit went on during SocialHouse haw haw funky ~

Darlin' is playing on repeat and I'm so lazy I don't want to do my CAS forms I just finished googling History IA topics I am so tired I'd rather read Jeffree Star's tweets at least they're wickedly funny. Try4tmrw Haunted House meeting today Starbux@Holland not bad was quite funny I was sleepy and hungry and upon reaching home I slept from 4ish to 9ish I am wide awake now

God, I am so boring, bye

(yet)

mercy mercedes:

2009-07-13T18:52:40Z

This is not our regret/our secret/anymore

xxx

Hi ho world I got up at 1 and am doing my overdue IAs now its 2:39 sometimes I dont know why my biological clock's so screwed up but the darkness makes me think it brings clarity somehow it feels good and lonely I like this

School's been good, I have Term 3 resolutions I hope to keep and a heart of hope I think I should be fine. CTs were a disaster. I'll slowly lose this negativity and bitterness about practically everything in my life I hope. I need to be motivated and content and happy.

Today was fun. We trimmed the pitcher plant garden (IKNOWRIGHT) and then it was off to see the Clouds and hotdogs and chilli fries and OM NOM NOM I rly like Miv and Jo :) It was good to see the beasts Andrea/Nat/Kaili/Mag where is Debra Chow cb. This flu is not doing me any good my head hurts okay one more IA to go lets work it biaaaatch

Bai

x

2009-07-08T17:09:09Z

I lie through my teeth and it burns my tongue but I am numb
Tonight, tonight

DO NOT RESUSCITATE

2009-07-08T13:33:27Z

Fingers tracing scars/eyes on the stars

Hi there how is life how are you doing exams are over I can breathe once more, not literally though because my nostrils are clogged up from The Flu and yes its The Flu it's not just a normal flu this one's got me all wonky and fuzzzyheaded and my math paper today was a big fat joke I didnt know you could use a GDC for the graph so well there goes 18 marks because obviously I forgot what the hell asymptotes were so I joined all the points that I painstakingly calculated myself great job Gracie youre on your way to stardom

Anyway after that was some good good fun with the kutesy kids of .16, I likey :-) Freeze and melt/catching all on ice! Nice! Good exercise! If you didnt notice, ice/nice/exercise rhyme. English A1 FTW I know what enjambment is now. Tata, off for my daily dose of honey and lemon uuuughghghghh GIMME BAK MY VOICE

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xxx

2009-07-06T16:52:31Z

I do remember the magic in the things I loved the most

she said i'm going to los angeles

2009-07-02T12:08:05Z

I don't know how I survive each day but miraculously I escape unscathed thank you Lord
Today was funny just sitting at the lobby with Koewae trying to do Chem but finding ourselves talking about shit and laughing at moustaches and now I am gonna research about that condition called Trichosomethingsomething and diss him about it anyway I am very screwed for Econs and History and Chinese cuz I got to sleep for half an hour during Chinese while others barely finished it so there's something VERY wrong right there ah whatever it's Chinese B and this is IB I do not givashit. I will get seven points I will I will I will. And Econs was like wtf my definition of income elasticity of demand was different for both papers so let's see which one I get right yay 2choose1, like permutations & combinationzzzzz speaking of which I will start Mathematikz on Saturday which is after Friday which is Chemistry and that equals to EPICFAILDAY cuz my Chemistry is as good as my knitting skills and I dont know how to knit. Whatever I dont need to knit anyway Daniel is coming home with my Le Pliage and Agnes B wallet ^^ ^^ ^^ (shit Enru's SHIFT66es are rubbing off on me) so for tonight I will giggle and tmrw I will cry oooh but then Ima meet Shawny Samsy and Drew for some omnomnom yumyumz and maybe I will laff a bit moar c u baibai bitches time for dinner, its 8pm and I WANT TO SLEEP BY 830!!! NYAAAAH

indierobotpants @ 2009-06-29T23:17:00

2009-06-29T15:31:48Z

Distracting myself with thoughts of things that don't matter, never mattered and should have never mattered just to feel more alive. This space used to be filled with happiness and now its a wasteland. I write dull things that barely matter just for remembrance so maybe one day when I read back I'll find things went uphill for once. For just once. Maybe.

I think it's just the darkness.

indierobotpants @ 2009-06-26T23:49:00

2009-06-26T15:54:39Z

Need to get the links off my Tweets so:

ANYWAY EVERYBODY GET TWITTER PLZ AND I HAD A GOOD DAY
SCHOOL REOPENS SOON HAVE FUN KIDS STAY GOLD xx

indierobotpants @ 2009-06-25T01:14:00

2009-06-24T17:19:36Z

The dix on Oovoo are making me laugh hahaha

love luv lurrve

2009-06-20T17:19:52Z

I thought this was cute. Mom, Dad and Daniel on Oovoo. :-)
Can't wait for you to come home Dannyboy, 3rd July's just a couple of weeks more. Three days after is Daddy's 55th birthday. Perfect timing. Would love the family all back together for high tea <3

random musings

2009-06-15T18:13:22Z

I want these but Pedder Red only stocks the ugliest ones

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and I think I love this boi look whut his tattoo says awww

indierobotpants @ 2009-06-15T00:21:00

2009-06-14T17:00:06Z

I am not looking forward to school reopening or the CTs or being called in to see Dr Ong I haven't had enough fun this holidays. Tomorrow begins my attempt-to-mug days and my eat-in-moderation plans. Andrew said he wanted to be a good kid haha how cutesy I want to be a good kid too I have five pieces of gum in my mouth it is a challenge to chew and I should start using punctuation

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Anyway I found floral sandals and gold bandage flats in Malaysia and a gorgeous denim jacket I'm happy :-) Oh and the suede fringe hobo with studs (in brown) you see in picture two is on sale if anybody wants it

Tata xx

i was never reason enough to make you stay

2009-06-13T17:00:23Z

Holiday Parade is awesumz

I should blog about church camp, rly. Surprisingly, despite my reluctance I had some really good fun with the kids I grew up. On the first day we invaded the playground and played blind mice and crocodile and played on the swings and climbed around and crawled through tunnels. On the second day Laura Dorcas Kelly and I raided the malls for pretty things and did our nails and heard shocking stories of nasty boys and squealed like babies and at night we had a mass games session which had everybody in fits of laughter "THIS IS A SERIOUS OCCASION"/"IS THAT RIGHT, XXX?"/"MMM"/"MMM, INDEED". On the third day the four of us again went shopping and Kelly is impulsive queen #1 and that night was our last night at camp so we had our usual mass fun and we got so many phonecalls of complaints and we played Big Bully and congratulated Kelvin and had melted ice cream and I was scared shitless cuz I had to sleep all alone but nonetheless it was a good day. On the last day we loaded all the bags into the car and I crashed the bus to get to the restaurant for lunch and baby Calvin was so cutesy and Come What May/Thousand Miles made me reminisce HAHAHA and lunch was good except Mom told me her uncle passed away and I honestly feel nothing because I never knew him enough for it to hurt but well she must be upset to a certain extent because he always rejected the gospel and my mom tried so hard, well we said our goodbyes and Dad drove four hours back to JB where we had dinner and shopped a bit more and I smashed my toe and I have nothing more to say and I am really kinda bored and all I have left to say is this camp was good, messages, company and all :-B

Time to sleep, church tmrw, seeing everybody again xx

in knots

2009-06-13T15:52:12Z

I just read through the replies on the message thread between all eleven of us on Facebook and I couldn't help but feel this wave of nostalgia wash over me. I miss every one of you and I know I'll never find a bunch as awesome. I love you guyz :-)

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1:07

2009-06-09T17:11:08Z

I met you on a Sunday,

we got married on that Monday

xxx

indierobotpants @ 2009-06-09T02:34:00

2009-06-08T18:39:47Z

Well you're drowning in nothing but your own sorrows
and maybe just that bit of tears that remain

x

I am such a Tweetfreak its getting to my Livejournal

so she said

2009-06-06T19:05:24Z

well this evening they asked and i lied -
i said you were fine
i said i was fine
truth is you are and i'm not

x

I<3YOULIMENRU